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The Hospital Visit by unrealityxx, literature

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The Hospital Visit

I took a blade and dug it deep I told you a secret you could not keep You told your mom, you told your dad That was the last night of freedom I ever had They took my blade, they took my knife They took control of my entire life And pretty soon they sent me away To a “better place” where I could stay Isolated from all my friends I longed and yearned for my life to end I couldn’t see their final goal To try and save me, make me whole I cried and stayed up night after night Spit out my pills and started fights It seemed as though I’d stay there forever I couldn’t be with my family, unhappy together That way at least

Sylvia's Side by unrealityxx, literature

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Sylvia's Side

Sui Cide I cannot even bring myself To put two parts into whole, Cringe-worthy word Plath, you’ve made a cruel mistake Taken talent from this world, But I bathe in the decision you made Oh your death is one last thing this sad, Pathetic girl has heard. You tried to write and rewrite Death out of your life But the only thing that left your side Was the last breath of your -cide Isolated, Cold, aloof I make my final move Sylvia, your legacy is something that I choose.

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Already Dead by unrealityxx, literature

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Already Dead

I'm a million contradictions Wrapped up inside my head I would have killed myself by now If I weren't already dead This sickness is invading deep inside my mind The of broken mess That's too easy to find I don't know why I'm letting go "cause it's so hard to do But i I find out, I'll let you know So you can talk me through I wish you wouldn't watch me leave But I'm doing it real soon I'm suffocating, I can barely breathe And there's nothing you can do

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The Hospital Visit by unrealityxx, literature

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The Hospital Visit

Sylvia's Side by unrealityxx, literature

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Sylvia's Side

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Already Dead by unrealityxx, literature

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Already Dead

Anons by unrealityxx, literature

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Anons

Your sick and twisted words Get caught inside my head Telling me that I'm Better off dead But who are you to say When I take my life? Shouldn't it be me That decides to end my strife? But still you tell me things Like "just go die" And it leaves me to question, Think, and wonder why How can people live With themselves at night Knowing that their words Might end someone's life I'm standing here telling you To really stop and think Your words could make someone Head over the brink So before you speak, Remember what I said here You don't want your words To be the last thing that I hear.

Depressed by unrealityxx, literature

Ballroom Hearts by unrealityxx, literature

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Ballroom Hearts

Your scherzando heart dances in front of my own And, just as quickly as it came, It's left and found another partner to walts with. Soon the longing takes my hands And leads me to the stage where We will dance on final tumultuous tango. Before the music begins, the rythm of the rumba flows through my head Allowing me to dance to my own tune. Your heart may have controlled me with its cha-cha But i can merengue my way past the illusion And onto the right path

No More Options Left by unrealityxx, literature

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No More Options Left

Broken butterfly wings Falling at my feet I'm the most hopeless person That you'll ever meet You smile as the tears Fall from my face I'm your little girl, Your biggest disgrace. You will never love me; Not after what i've done Scars along my arm, This is the person I've become You turn your back on me As i lay here all alone You left me to die And cry all on my own I hunger for the pain And long for my death It won't be too long It's my only option left.

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Artist // Hobbyist // Varied

May 11
United States
Deviant for 14 years
www.recoverythroughpoetry.com
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i'm laura
i like love and listening.
my help website [link below] is called Recovery Through Poetry :]

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freddy vs jason

Favourite TV Shows

criminal minds,

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

evanescence, three days grace

Favourite Books

anything that Ellen Hopkins writes

Favourite Writers

Ellen Hopkins

Favourite Games

pokemon black, zelda: ocarina of time, kirby: epic yarn, soul caliber, super smash bros melee...

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gamecube or nintendo 3DS

Other Interests

psychology, photography, and poetry

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unrealityxx

Jan 20, 2012

Apologies and Good News

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Sorry to all the people who gave me favorites. i had so many that just piled up because i haven't been on in a while and stayed on the site, so i'm just saying thanks in my journal right now. And now for the good news! :la: i got a tattoo! it's purpose: to remind me that i don't need to self harm and to keep me strong. January 21st and i'll be SI free for one whole month. :dummy: ~RainbowSheep2 (https://www.deviantart.com/rainbowsheep2)

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unrealityxx

Sep 9, 2011

Body Modification

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I wanna hear people's opinions on body modification... There are so many different kinds out there so I'm interested in views about any of them but in particular scarification. I just started the process of my very own scarification. And although it is cutting into one's own skin, I'm not sure how I feel about it in relation to self-injury. It has a very different meaning and feeling to it. Also, I'm going to apologize in advance because I will be uploading things like crazy from my trips to China and France. Lots and lots of lovely photos :3 Love you all!!!!! helpwebsitefordepressionandsuch: http://www.recoverythroughpoetry.com

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unrealityxx

Jan 21, 2011

My Beautiful People

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https://laurahowardpoetry.webs.com/ I just created this website and i'm very excited about it. It's to help people struggling from depression, suicidal thoughts, and self-injury. it started as a poetry website, but it grew from there. please join :] :la: